Saturday, January 10, 2009

Should I?

Should i just call him up for the sake to say hi to him?
Should i ask what happen to him recently?
Is he alright? Is he happy? Is he bored?

I'm sort of knowing what is actually happening on him?
But i am not quite sure..
Yesterday i had a bad dream..
He's crying, i talked to him..
I was panicked, all of sudden, i woke up..
And i cant sleep after that..
My heart was beating so fast and i really really hope everything will be all right!
However, this afternoon, i logged on to my facebook, i saw him reappear in the front page again..
he's reappearing after those disappearing days.. We guys don't know, don't know how is he now? We all are worrying.. But now, we relieved after read his message.. I am glad, very glad that he's happy.. although i am still not clear what's happening, the clue is he's happy, he put a smiley face behind the message, showing that he's contented with something, somehow my heart start beating again, but the feeling is totally different from last night after the dream.. i feel happy and touched this time.. i have no idea why do i touched for?? I really don't know.. Just a spontaneous response.. can't be describe barely in word, that feeling is just so special..

I am so thankful to YOU.. I am so believing in faith now, and i should keep it up, to be strong when facing all those obstacles.. Yea! the latter feeling's just like this, the feeling that u experience after u pass through all that hardships by yourself in a positive way, confidently!!

Lastly, i hope you'll be alright, take care.. ^^ ciao!!

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