A Good Trip

I was just just coming back from KK yesterday and that's quite a fun trip. I got to meet some funny friends. One of them was my junior in primary school, whose ambition is being a chef.. when things come out about food, i will not stop talking about it.. Chef=Food, so i have to mention being a chef is his passion.. Besides, there's another cute cute guy from Tawau, he's an interesting guy and we get to make joke with each other even he is just so new to me.. Ramen eatery was our first destination, which is suggested by "the chef".. :) I have ordered a bowl of ramen with chicken cutlets by its side.. Therese ordered the same as mine.. and "the chef" was ordering "xiu long bao" but i didnt taste it due to my fullness.. I have to state that the siu long bao is not being made in a conventional look which is somehow bigger than the conventional ones..

Besides, just to announce that i have bought the novel of Twilight in an expensive price :(( I was just reading up to chapter 3 this afternoon and have highlighted a lot of words.. I miss my dictionary which i left in perth!!! I should have bring it back with me.. That's too inconvenient since i have a lot of vocab problems while i am reading Twilight..

Apart than that, i have nothing to do now and simply scribble around her.. I will start my driving training by tomorrow and i wonder am i still possible to take the driving test before 20th?? A lot of thoughts in my head now and i am going crazy soon!! I am not in a good mood today for no reason.. I think the title for this blog doesnt make so much sense since i am complaining about some stuffs now.. Anybody can help me to think about the title??

如果你不爱一个人,

请放手.

好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,

请放开自己,

好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .

但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,

有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.

女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,

我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,

我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，

你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦，

你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，

你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，

你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,

好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

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Simply blogging

Recently........
I am addicted to rocky songs, Akon's in particular..
LALAALA.. NANANANA... The girl is dangerous.. LALALA

and of course i am still continuing with my passion of baking my favourite carrot walnut cakes.. yummy!
And i am waiting waiting for my tutor's call!!! I am waiting for my L to come out!!! Shit! I am so worrying that i cant even have enough time for the driving test!! Who knows i am merely a nerd, just know how to drive theorically but donno how to drive practically hahaha.. My sense tells me i will be failed!

Apart from that, just finished talking with one of my best buddy, kheng yoke.. We talked a lot of crappy but that's so enough to replenish my spirit LOL.. **nh** and gyang and zebra never be the exception in our topic.. We can never stop talking about those guys.. To my surprise, Kheng Yoke misses them.. I mean as friend.. I miss them too but i miss the moment we were talking about them in 131F even more.. We would never know why on earth they are so interesting to talk about? Perhaps, their cute look?

Recently, i eat a lot as if my food will be dissapearing soon if i am too late to reach the food.. there's must be a reason for it.. Maybe i am too "jobless" at home.. :((((
Actually i have nothing to blog but still, i am blogging now! Due to my boringness..
Carrot Walnut cake

放手吧!

说好的一次见面, 却被他的种种原因而取消
原本可以在一起, 却因为他的不定心而成为普通朋友
已下定决心打电话问个候, 却被那吵闹的气氛而打消了心情

这可能是命中注定我这方给的比较多吧!
而这也是我这方被伤害得比较重!

看来我和他之间真的是有缘相识,没缘相爱吧!

原来一个人的爱情真的不是旁观者可以领悟到的,只有当事者清啊!
爱并不是一加一,努力就有结局,
Feeling 真的是大完的啊! 他对她的那种感觉就像我对他的那种感觉!
放下他是多么艰难的事啊!试问他又能放得下她吗??

等待是永远等不到你要的那个答案,只会让你每天抱着那忧虑的心态去流泪!
这又何苦呢?
在爱情世界里,女人往往都是受害者!
男人掌握了女人的弱点,而男人并非我们想象中的那么痴情,我们可不知他们何时又在"跳巢"!

就拿他来说吧,和他住了一年(他是我室友),我真的不知他是一个怎样的人!
我和他之间似乎有一块镜子挡着,看得到对方,但却捉摸不到!
我永远都捉摸不到他的想法!!

我是一个不太相信男人的家伙,但是他的甜言蜜语有时真的会让我上天堂的咧~~
就因为他那不一般的温柔,向我下了毒药!

今天,我忍痛的下了很果断的决定: 我要走开,不想再呆在他的世界里!
这一年来,我可真的是很用心的喜欢着他,但他那不定心的心态却一而再,再而三的伤害我!
有时,我会在想他是否因为空虚才把我拉进他的圈子内!
当那个她在时,他却狠狠的把我抛到外面去!这可是很痛的哦!
这也只是我的猜测,他可能并不那样.. 但我只有这样想,才可以逃得出来呀! ^^

就酱吧,让他去追求那个她吧! 而我呢,当然是去追求另外的那个他吧!
拜拜咯! ^^

Should I?

Should i just call him up for the sake to say hi to him?
Should i ask what happen to him recently?
Is he alright? Is he happy? Is he bored?

I'm sort of knowing what is actually happening on him?
But i am not quite sure..
Yesterday i had a bad dream..
He's crying, i talked to him..
I was panicked, all of sudden, i woke up..
And i cant sleep after that..
My heart was beating so fast and i really really hope everything will be all right!
However, this afternoon, i logged on to my facebook, i saw him reappear in the front page again..
he's reappearing after those disappearing days.. We guys don't know, don't know how is he now? We all are worrying.. But now, we relieved after read his message.. I am glad, very glad that he's happy.. although i am still not clear what's happening, the clue is he's happy, he put a smiley face behind the message, showing that he's contented with something, somehow my heart start beating again, but the feeling is totally different from last night after the dream.. i feel happy and touched this time.. i have no idea why do i touched for?? I really don't know.. Just a spontaneous response.. can't be describe barely in word, that feeling is just so special..

I am so thankful to YOU.. I am so believing in faith now, and i should keep it up, to be strong when facing all those obstacles.. Yea! the latter feeling's just like this, the feeling that u experience after u pass through all that hardships by yourself in a positive way, confidently!!

Lastly, i hope you'll be alright, take care.. ^^ ciao!!

That's so fun.. I hope i can go : (

Lots of fun

Just feel like blogging today..
I was just just finishing all those funny pictures of those chinese ochestra members..
Neh, that's not about their photos which i laughed dyingly, that's because of their superb-funny photo comments..



After finishing heaps of their trip's photos, i just realised i have already lose contact with them..
All my juniors are getting more mature expecially Jannson.. He was such a cute little kid when i first knew him, but now, he's a handsome guy.. Our teacher, ah Mei, to be honest, is getting chubbier nowadays.. My seniors are all become adults, seem to get married soon wahahaha.. i saw one of my seniors that day at city mall, he's getting older like an ah pek, i am not going to mention his name at here, just for in case he was "here".. LOL

My seniors, also the genius

My juniors

They went to China is not just travelling, they have to perform in front of audiences.. I know the process will be suffered before they started their trip.. they must be training a lot, from day to night before they can go to China for the performance.. I still can remembered those suffering periods when i was in this club.. Even just a normal performance, we still have to train hard, stand hard, watch hard!! We once trained till 1 am at the midnight.. that time i was blaming myself and the teacher a lot, what for i join this club and what for ah mei wanted us to be so struggled like this.. No sleeping, or sleeping with mosquitoes on the sleeping bed with the stiff floor underneath..
Ah Mei, the teacher

But now i understand, every good thing comes after struggling.. One has to pay for their happiness.. I hope i write in a correct way :s I miss those days now, and i was regret that never go back to kian kok, never visit those cute members..

你很爱她

当你决定你要离开我
我没有说甚么, 就当做你自由
有几次我都想再挽留
哭求也没有用, 就当做是是寂寞

只有我能明白她的温柔, 对你是种解脱
只想要告诉我谁是你的最爱

其实你很爱她, 对我的惩罚
说你没有想她, 是可怜我吧
我已没有藉口, 只能放手
不敢奢求你说爱我

其实你很爱她, 她很温柔吧
其实你很想她, 就说出口吧
我已不想多说, 捂住耳朵
不想再次听见你说你很爱她

MOODY!

The weather so damn hot and i have to go to the practical again! iskkk~~ when i reached home, just realised my mum have sold my cracker to ppl!! i am so frustrated! that's my thing, my food, how could she just sell it to others without my consent..?!! I know that's not a big problem, and i dont need to be so angry, but that's called privacy and i need some respect as well.. that's my thing, and i don like ppl just take it without asking me.. if she just shared my crackers to others i don mind, the problem is she shouldn't just took away the whole thing without telling me and not even apologise to me!

Just a simple day~~

Nothing special happens today.. Went out for the bengkel this morning.. Boohhh~~ woke up early in the morning, managing to attend for the 3hrs boring class.. The talk was about some practical stuffs like how to use your gear, stearing etc.. There was one session which we were outside to see all those engine stuffs and learned how to differentiate them.. And luckily i was being chosen out of many people to show them how to put the tyre on :S that's embarrassing coz i was not very expert in it, some mistakes occurred but i still managed to carry the tyre HAHAHA that's phewww~~

After came back from AML, first thing came into my mind was my pet society.. I admit i am so addicted to pet society somehow it becomes one part of my daily routine.. LOL Was saying hello to Kay Yang, then we chatted, that's how we started our conversation.. felt quite sad to listen about his love stuff.. i was telling mine to him as well.. As what Jenna said, he's quite a good listener and a very patient talker too.. Thanks Kay Yang for being there to listen to me.. :D

Two of my friends have already went back to perth and started their jobs.. Just received a call from my bestie that she will be coming to stay overnight at my house.. happy happy.. Err.. nothing much actually, just simply put some crappy stuffs here.. =P

p/s: Streamyx sucks!

Due to my sadness i have found something to entertain me.. that was HIM.. Gorgeous Edward~~He's hot, isn't he?

Twilight!!

Arghhh!! I cant help to scream his name!! "EDWARD!! I LOVE U!!" wahaha... ehem.. was just just finishing a movie "Twilight". According to my friend, "Twilight" is actually a novel written by an author called Stephenie Meyer! Big thanks to her for being able to think about those interesting and fascinating story.. I am actually suppose to watch it while i am at kk, unfortunately, the movie no longer be played.. I was so disappoint that time.. But after i went back labuan, just realised the movie has just released at labuan cinema.. This is the benefit for being so outdated.. i think.. What really amazed me in this movie is the romance story about Edward and Bella.. Edward can be so protective to Bella even she is merely a human.. Recall a part from that movie which really fascinated me a lot is the touching scene when an antagonist was looking for Bella for the sake to kill her, Edward was just fight for her without hecistating. And and and, the scene which Edward said to Bella that she's already being a part of his life was soooo making me cry for it.. hahahaha.. Besides, when the bad vampire was alerted by Bella body smell, he manage to attack him, but he failed to do that just because of the the protection of the family vampires(Edward family).. They acted synchronisingly in order to form a barrier against the bad vampire! wow cool! i love it! Abosolutely amazing!

Apart from that, i was just just shocked by the fact that Edward's actually a senior of Harry Porter in the "Harry Porter"!! i am so not observant..!! :S Perhap, he's not the porminent ones in "Harry Porter"!! But he do look familiar to me =P

Again, there must be a second series of Twilight since Victoria, the antagonist is still alive! she will take revenge for her husband or bf or whatever i donno !! haha.. Hopefully the second series wont dissapointing me :D Twilight2, i am waiting for u!!

And i think the director of Twilight is so "brainful" haha.. apparently, he put the climax at series 2 , so that series 2 wont be so dull if compared to series 1.. To my experience, most of the time, the second series of a movie would not be as interesting as series one.. For example wu jian dao, qian ji bian, and Harry Porter and etc..

Again, i am so thankful to Wan Yee for being so kind, recommended me the storybook of Twilight! Kamshamida!! Love U!! hahahaha

Say hi to my new blog,but not going to sayonara-ing to my older blog!!

Here I am again! But in a brand new blogspot which i was just signing up few hours ago... My older blog is not dead, it is just my alternative from now onwards.. There are too many crappy stuffs in my older blog, that's why i was trying to open a new account.. Another reason for this is the older blog is too messy to be read, and the readers have to use mozilla fox to open it instead of internet explorer.. that's too inconvenience to someone who havent been installing any version of mozilla fox yet..

Yea.. that's all for my first post in this brand new blog.. Hopefully i can post as many blog as i could and not being so lazy anymore.. :D *Ewww.. feel so bored to this first blog*