~In love with 김현중~

chin gu sarangheyo!!

2009-07-10T03:16:00.001-07:00

This is dedicated for someone special.. To whom that i never forget of.. NEVER!

2009-05-31T04:56:00.000-07:00

Dear someone,

whatever struggles u have now, please remember to keep urself strong! I will always provide u a light when u were lost. Don't stuff urself with all the pain and sadness, share with me so this will further alleviate ur pain. I am willing to do these for u since the first day i knew u r the one for me, until one day if i was unconscious about what is happening in this world. I keep my promise..

-Caris-

2009-05-16T10:55:00.000-07:00

I Know (With 이정식) (Saxophone Instrumental) - VA

It is 2 am now.
Quiet, cold, everybody is sleeping.
I am still awake..
Enjoying the saxophone performance..
Feel like singing a love song.
Aimless.
Just feel like singing.
I will sing it quietly, to avoid everybody get up!
And i realise, I love you!

妈，我爱您！

2009-05-10T02:21:00.001-07:00

已经是第九年了，九年了，我都没面对面对妈妈说“咪，母情节快了！”
光阴真的似箭，没想到这九年来的祝福竟然是在电话连系中说出来的，也没去想到妈妈的心情是担忧多过于开心的！现在的我真的长大了，真真领悟到原来每一年的母情节，妈妈的压力，担忧是那么的令人伤心！
我是一个很不女生的女生，我不善于撒娇更不善于说一些我总觉得很肉麻的句子。“妈妈，我爱你！“从来只会在卡片上用得着，而不是脱口而出的。但是妈妈，我不说是因为我已经默默地对您说了，从心里表达出来的爱才是我最真心的爱！我和您都一样，不喜欢甜言蜜语，而是实际行动；你的礼物就是我要好好照顾身体，吃得饱饱的，我答应您，因为你是我世界上最无敌的人，最伟大的妈妈！

在十二点零一分之前，我要说“母情节快乐！” “我爱您” 不是只有今天才说的，妈妈是我每天都爱着的人！肉麻了！！哈哈！

母爱，是最值得珍惜的爱。因为它是无条件的，也是无边无际的！！！

我爱金范!

2009-05-07T09:02:00.000-07:00

How could I possibly live in a life without moviess?!

A good quality of movie not merely emphasis on its total climax but also, it has to involve hot guys!

Recently i have been recommended by my housemate about this series, the korean version of meteor garden. I am not interested at first but after i watched its trailer, i somehow fall in love with it. I am not keen on love stories, but this might be the first love story i have ever watched.

According to mass media, there are three versions of meteor garden: Taiwan version, korean version, and Japan version. Taiwan version is not as attractive as both the korean version and japan version for sure!

Among all of the flower guys, KIM BUM appeals to me the most! He is totally my cup of tea! HAHA he is gentleman with his coat on, he's a cheerful guys, he loves to smile, he is cute, he is charming! How fascinating he is to me！ Too bad he is not the main character in this movie, his scene in this movie is less.
Kim Bum with a saxophone!
Kim Bum

Aww, how on earth does such a good looking guy exist?

What i really know is there's lack of hot guys in my Uni!

whether this movie is nice depends on personal view, to me, i watch it just because there are hot guys, merely! LOL

Part of my life.. Errr.. sound weird.

2009-04-18T08:40:00.000-07:00

I care for 131 F.. Forever!

"Kah mey, i love u so much even we always have some arguments but that of course won't affect our friendship. The first day i saw u was in 131 F, u are so quiet and unfriendly and i don really feel like talking with you hahahha.. U was like a bit autistic hahaha blueek.. I wonder why are we can be a close friend. I am a messy person, and u are a shy person. totally impenetratable! Maybe i am destined to be ur best ever friend?! haha. U are in PM15 and I am PM18, u r doing pharmacy and i am doing nutrition, Pharmacy will always contrast with nutrition. Emulsion happens between us, ours are like u are the water and i am the oil, they are immiscible,but because of many many things, water get to mix thoroughly with oil. And our friendship being develped even firm just because of TVXQ HAHAHAHA !! and success, air asia.... MacD.. builds all those sweet memories that i definitely won't forget of."

"Patricia. haizzz. I really don't know what should i say about her. at my first sight, she is just a tender soft girl, high educated, strong girl. My instinct will always wrong. She's actually less educated, big eat, crazy, not-so-strong girl hahahaha.. This is also the reason why i could get along with her so much. All our topics are crapss, u will never want to listen. We always talk about guys BUT not those good looking types. LOL. Cats are her liking and DOGS?? She loves to eat BUT just a very specific food. U could only see heaps of magee mee in her wardrobe, duck mee in particular. The duck ones really scrumptious, irresistable! But still, i can CONTROL, she CANT! hahahha We seldom hang out together la, but my room was both of our gathering and chit chatting room, or her room (Flora bed) hahhahaha."

"kheng yoke. The first day i saw her. errrr.. Patricia's cousin???? HAHHAHAHA this girl ar?!! i donno what is in her mind! always talk about plastic surgery.. She has a descent look, but still, she is so discontent with it. siao! HAHA. She is quite a STRAIGHT FORWARD girl and she hates pirate! That's why we never discuss about "Pirate of Carribean". She is a korean freak! TVXQ, SUJU, SHIN HUA BLA BLA BLA ALL HER 菜！ She doesn't really care people call her GOLDFISH, but she will really get annoyed when SOMEONE call her GOLDFISH! poor thing! She love branded stuffs so muchhh! HAHA i still can remember the moment before the concert, she wanted to buy a superman T shirt which she mis-see the price tag as 30 sumthing, but actually there's a digit in front of 3.. The cashier girl have already scanned the shirt in, then she felt shocked and refused to buy it! That's her embarassing moment EVER. My apology to uncover ur embarassing moment.. hehe"

Easter Break!

2009-04-16T11:04:00.000-07:00

不知不觉中，我一个星期的短假也该告一段落了。还以为我会无所事事呢！唱k，工作，吃，玩，谈天真的能把这无聊的假期用完。也没能趁这悠闲的假期睡个好觉！想想还是早起的太阳照得我比较开心健康！昨天一大早陪了我最可爱的房友到郊外去摄影。晨日自拍让我的皮肤美妙多了哈哈哈～我很出乎一料的白皮肤！我后面的可不是什么大海而是带有咸味的大河噢！奇妙吧！往下看，无数的水母在飘浮着。如果它们是友善的那有多好！！！我一定会捞了它们，然后拍个照！在我无聊没事自恋当中，我那摄影家朋友却不断的忙着找出最棒的角度，来替那模特儿拍个靓像！没想到才来澳洲第二年，就能收到Easter 巧克力。好兴奋哦！

也没忘了趁着假期来烘我最满意的carrot walnut cake! 房友们也有东西来玄耀哦，她们做了我最爱的杨枝甘露！名副其实的杨枝甘露～Carrot Walnut Cake!

还有还有。。
好多节目，但就是懒得写嘿嘿！

Anyway,也总算没白过我这短暂的闲假！满意满意！

Eventful days!

2009-04-06T00:18:00.000-07:00

Alvernia's Surprise Birthday
Again, Happy Birthday to her!
Hope you love the blueberry cheesecake.

Birthday girl with me
Her Teddy Nutritionists were eating fatty stuffs =P

Jasmine the cutie..
Celebrating..
Girlss..
Alvernia..
Another birthday girl, Eileen
When the girls were chit-chating around.. laughing, eating and gossiping! HAHA
Nutritionists..

Tiffany and I
Tiffany, i love u hahahha

Spend my time with Fiona, shopping at harbour town.. last station: Icey Ice..
When impulse buying isn't allowed, these are the things that we will do..

Picking and trying, again, picking and trying!

Sounds so fun, isn't it? let's try it again next time, Fion!

Shining coat.. The price tag!!

I heart the hat..Double-layered hat.. I heart them..

2009-04-02T10:04:00.000-07:00

This bowl of noodle soup will be my first home-made Tonkatsu udon. For those who might don't know ( as japanese food aficionado might know), Ton means pork and katsu simply means cutlets. Udon was just merely my idea to mix in this bowl of soup. Japanese mostly serves it with rice instead of noodles. Udon would be my preference to make it looks more perfect. The combination of udon and tonkatsu simply indicates the "japanity" style of it.

A special day spend with Angelina the sexy =D

2009-04-02T09:32:00.000-07:00

Angelina

I was assigned to take care of this little girl, whose mother will be going to a party somewhere at Burswood.. Just to take a second to introduce this little angel. She is Angelina, a vietnamese, with a pair of blink eyes. She is on her late 2, should i say that? bluuek.. Miss Angelina won't mind i reckon =D She loves the colour of nature, Green! Angelina seems to be unfriendly when i came over. She just inserted her DVD and started to watch her favourite Hi5 kid show without realizing my existence. Evil me went towards her and made some noice to catch her attention (I am too lonely). Just not more that few seconds, we become close friends. That's the reason i heart kids. They are always just too naive and pure.. Ok i was too regret to start up the conversation first. She demanded to play with her, to jump with her, to run with her, I have already run out of energy haha.. I cant even stop her, she is too active and she kept on introduce herself. "I am Angelina.. I am Angelina" with her slight hoarse sexy voice.. She is gorgeous, indeed! The moment when i can really stopped her is time to drink her bottle of milk. I lay her on the bed and give myself for a rest . I just realized i am too poor in controlling, Perhaps, I am not a good leader in future HAHAHA. Ok i miss Angelina Angelina! Jump Jump Jump!playing, watching without realizing my existence..
mischievous..
too big for her!
too small for me! :(
Angelina, is there anything wrong with me that make u turn to look at me?
Finally..........

It's quite a rewarding thing to do.. To take care of a kid..

2009-03-29T03:08:00.000-07:00

I have been out from home the whole day. Where to? I was heading to the new working environment. I am new to the place, an unfamiliar place which is heaps of mile away from Perth, be specific, Carlisle. I took one hour to get there. That is Midland. People at Midland mostly caucasion. When i stepped out from the train, I was shaking, I was scared, unprotected, lost! I walked straight and i tried my best to find the building where i wished to go, the place where is crowded by people. I feel protective when i am squeezing in the crowds. Because i know i am not alone. If i fall off, there are people to give me a hand. If i am being hijacked, at least some of them will make a prosecution. In contrast with Malaysia, crowded area is always dangerous. I am tired, i have been standing and walking for 8 hours. I woke up early in the morning and chanted for a safe journey along the way to Midland. I would love to express my gratitude towards GOHONZON. My internal strength and conficence was fully achieved and i felt absolutely happy today, the unexplicable feeling i have now.

After i came back from Midland, the first thing popped into my mind was dinner. I started to marinade and cooked myself and waiting for my housemate to come back and dining together. Not feeling any regretful and reluctance, in the least. I hope to keep my faith up day by day. Dont be too rush, step by step. Don't worry my friends, who are still working with their assignment restlessly, or those struggling in their studies. please dont give up, and move on. The one with vexation are more probably to success than those who doesn't care at all. So, cheers up guys! 你系得既！

Keep it up! Volunteering~~

2009-03-26T04:29:00.000-07:00

I am so terribly addicted to be a volunteer!! Since when i am so enthusiastic in volunteering?? I have no idea about this abrupt changes of me. From what have i observed, I was a shy people LOL and I normally won't involve in an activities without my friends take part along with me. However, surprisingly, I went to FoodBank and worked as a volunteer to package plumssss for the needies and children. OMG, there are heapss of plums and their appearances tempted me! As a volunteer, i clearly understand the importance of my responsibilities.. "Doing a task without claiming any benefits from it" So my intention to eat the plums was failed. I ate them at last after the manager allowed us to eat 'em.

Yesterday when i was in my tutorial class, my tutor was asking if someone is willing to come out and become a "guinea pig" of the experiment. The experiment involved a slight electric shock around one's wrist and elbow to determine the speed conduction of one's action potential. This demonstration was makin us scare there's no one is coming out for it. Perhaps, I was too bored staying at my seat for 3 hours, and i decided to gave her a hand for the demostration. The process was fun but what i experienced was a sudden electric shock when the electrode was moved around my wrist. I felt painful sometimes. But i really had fun. 3 hours tutorial had just passed without my conscious awareness. HAHAHA.. Dang~ recess time! YAY~

你们能笑吗？

2009-03-22T05:07:00.000-07:00

照片往往都在隐藏着一个人的本性，你是否猜得出照片里微微笑的那位，是开心着的吗？
他是为了别人而笑，而不是发自内心的笑！
照片很爱撒谎，但它却获得了好多好多人的喜爱，因为它把人类的瑕疵给遮了！

我们长大了，再也不懂得笑了。
是真是假的笑，我们怀疑。
成人的笑是难以猜测的，也许，他们笑是另有企图，
或也许他们正维护自己，也许是为了要做“英雄”？
笑，有时真的是很可怕；不笑，又惹人厌，想像成人世界有多么的复杂嘛？
我好怀念童年时侯的我啊！
开心就大大声地笑，不开心就撇嘴（不要跟你好，你走开！）嘻～
小时侯可以因一件事反复的笑不停，笑得在地上打滚，跟本不必管别人怎么看！
小孩的笑果然是最纯的，没有意义，没有企图，没有心机，更不用考虑该不该笑！

再来，你们猜猜看，它开心吗？
别想了，笨蛋才会猜！狗狗根本不笑！！果然，照片是第一名大骗子！嘻～

2009-03-21T03:59:00.000-07:00

DEAD & GONE - T.I. ft. Justin Timberlake
Ooooooo
I've been travelin on this road to long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone
Dead and gone
Ooooooo
I've been travelin on this road to long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone
Dead and gone

(T.I.)
Ever had one of dem days
U wish woulda stayd home
Run into a group of niggas
Getting they hate on
U walk by
They get wrong u reply
Then shit get blown
Way outta proportion
Way past discussion
Just u against them,
Pick one then rush em
Figure u get your hair?
That next
They don't wanna stop
There now they bussin
Now u gushin, ambulance
Rushin u to the hospital
With a bad concussion
Plus ya hit 4 times
Plus it hit ya
Spine paralyzed waist down
Now ya wheel chair bound
Nevermind that now
U lucky to be alive,
Just think it all started u
Fussin with 3 guys
Now ya pride in the way
But ya pride is the way u
Could fuck around
Get shot die anyday
Niggas die
Every day all over
Bull shit dope money dice
Game ordinary hood shit
Could this be
Cuz of hip hop music
Or did the ones
With the good sense
Not use it
Usually niggas
Don't kno what to do
When their back
Against the wall
So they just start shootin
For red or for blue
Or for blo I guess,
From Bankhead
Or from your projects
No more stress,
Now I'm straight,
Now I get it now I take
Time to think,
Before I make mistakes
Just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away.

(Chorus)

(T.I.)
I aint never been scared,
I lived through tragedy
Situation coulda been dead
Lookin back at it
Most of that shit
Didn't even have to happen
But u don't think about it
When u out there trappin
In apartments hangin
Smokin and rappin
Niggas start shit didn't
Next thing ya kno we cappin
Get locked up
Then didn't even get mad
Now think about damn
What a life I had
Most of that shit
Look back just laugh
Some shit
Still look back just sad
Maybe my homboy
Till be around
Had I not
Hit the nigga
In the mouth that time
I won that fight, I lost that war
I can still see my nigga
Walkin out that door
Whoda thought I'd never see
Philant no more
Got enough dead homies
I don't want no more
Cost a nigga his job,
Cost me more
Ida took that ass-whoopin
Now for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripe
A nigga put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there
Talk shit all night
Cuz I hit you, you sue me,
I shoot you, get locked up, who me?
No more stress, now I'm straight,
Now I get it now I take
Time to think
Before I make mistakes
Just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away.

(Chorus)

(J.T.)
I turn my head to the east
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
Swallow that pill
That they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
The new me will be alright
I turn my head to the east
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
Swallow that pill
That they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
The new me will be alright

2009-03-19T10:24:00.000-07:00

在成人世界里，每个人都带着面具，
不像童话故事里的王子公主一样，
常常喜剧收场。
不是只要够善良够勇敢，
就会有仙女帮忙实现梦想。

其实失恋也是一种力量，
因为孤独能让人回想，
是在哪边该下车却没下，
一直到了不该到的地方而后悔莫及了。

来来去去的公车好多，
有时心想，
为何想上的公车偏偏删删来迟；
而不想搭的，却十分钟一辆。
就在时间仓卒的那一刻，选了不想搭的车。

回头望，想搭的公车正停在红绿灯的最前面
车子离想搭的公车越来越远，
越来越远。。。。

慢慢地，看不见了。。。

慢慢地，淡了。。。

他的坏！

2009-03-19T10:11:00.000-07:00

他很神秘，很危险！

他很假惺惺！

他很怕输！

他就只会做蛋糕和做菜！

他是爱情骗子！

他很花心！

他不做工，却能花！

他喝酒！

他不注意健康！

他不blogging！

他口花花！

他是电脑王兼游戏王！

他喜欢clubbing！

他不坦白！

他鬼鬼祟祟！

他不reply别人（facebook）

他经常和我斗嘴！

他爱面子！

他不敢骂人！

他很flirt！

他这个人，就忘了吧！没什么好留恋的！

My grapes breakiee

2009-03-15T05:42:00.000-07:00

Surprisingly to see heaps of grape varieties.. Actually there are still more... more and more....

Lists of grapes:
Yellow- Sultana
Red- Red frame grapes
Green-Seedless green grapes

As u can see, Sultana has the most ugliest look among all. But please don't underestimate them, they are the sweetest grapes (high level of fructose =p) Before i tried the sultana and red flame grapes, i thought the green ones will be the sweetest. So can u tell how sweet the sultana is? Ppl with sweet tooth will prefer sultana more, women?? ladies??

~END~

2009-03-12T05:20:00.000-07:00

It looks definitely a slipper! A common pinky slipper! But, y it costs us 40 aussie dollarsss??

If it's not a slipper, guess what actually it is??

Anyone mind to try?

Stressieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeess!

2009-03-11T06:56:00.000-07:00

All i can say is: "I really not interested in studying about brainssss!"
The make-student-give-up Human Physiology :S

I hate to see words!
This piggy cakie was taken by me during the hypnotic biochemistry lecture!

This is why i have been ignoring my blog for so long..
Argh~! I can't believe that i have to suffer again after Human Biology! I thought.. i thought after i pass my Human Biology, i will be so heavenly relaxing. Mana Tahu, Nutritional Physiology makes me scream! OMG OMG OMG! That's the toughest unit among all. That's the reason many nutrition student swap their course to food science! Hopefully i am not part of them!! I want to make it easy for me, don't make it seem so difficult. But, when am i going to achieve this?!! My schedule is so pack. I have my last class till 6 pm from monday to wednesday! And i have to cook after uni! I am so exhausted!!! But still, i am so despearte to find a job even my time don't really allow me to do that! :P

Job Seeking In Perth

2009-02-28T09:06:00.000-08:00

I lose my JOB! Can i claim it back?? I hope i can.. Such a high salary job, who else will refuse to do it?!! Only myself to be blamed. I left the job, and going back to Malaysia for about 3 months. Anne no longer want me to stay there, i feel so regret. I was searching new jobs around victoria park and none of them require new staffs! It's hard to get a good job nowadays! that's so tiring.. I really need a job to revive myself now. I need money for my own expenses and i need money for the rental and utilities! Who can help?? Just call 04-34612582 if there's a chance for me to get a job! =P

Enlightenment..

2009-02-26T04:26:00.001-08:00

Thanks to my dearest cousin, wee shiuan, he realises my struggle in getting over someone badly.. This is his advises for me, which enlighten me heaps.. Thanks!

"YOU must not be half-hearted. When you pursue something with a strong determination, you will have no regrets even should you fail. But if you succeed, you will achieve truly great things. Either way, your unceasing efforts will lead you to the next path you should follow."

"THE "power of practice" encompasses the strength of your daimoku and the energy with which you work for kosen-rufu - for the happiness of all people and the prosperity of society as a whole. The stronger the power of your practice for yourself and others, the more you can tap the power of the Buddha and the power of the Law of the Gohonzon."

"please seek happiness within ourselves and not from outside ok?"

2009-02-21T07:24:00.000-08:00

总算让我知难而退了！每一个人都一定会努力去争取自己想要的东西，但往往得到的却是一场悲伤。大多数的年轻人儿啊，都在爱情拼命奔波。得到爱的人却不会好好的珍惜，得不到的呢却一而再，再而三的欺骗自己，让自己苦苦的等待！不懂爱的人会说：'你又何苦呢?' 这句话是不可能让中毒的人复原的，只有让他们看到，听到，才会领悟！我啊，却是这样的人而我从来都没后悔喜欢过他，也没有后悔等待他。因为我知道我的心还是那么新鲜，从没尝试过在爱情上的难度，也许，他救了我，把我这颗心锻炼成坚强的心。现在的心是酸酸的，我这酸酸的心证明我终于长大了。我懂得去爱他了！长大后要做很多事，要学会坚强。哭哭啼啼的，叹声叹气的，证明你还是一个小孩子嘛！什么事都搞得一团糟。真令人不放心把重要的东西交托给你。记得人得要打好多好多的战哦，我们虽然在爱情上打败战，但不要因此而升白旗，看看前面，其他的敌人就要冲过来了，不要放弃，至少你还有赢的机会！高兴的来源多不可数，爱情敌人打败了你，但你却打败了心魔！难道这不值得高兴吗？有了爱情，却没有底；反而没有了爱情，你却有了最重要的底！那就是一颗坚强的心，有了他啊，敌人都甘拜下风啊！！

是你让我坚强的，你和她的关系让我知难而退！不！这不是意味着我在爱情场上投降。说实在的，我做对不起你的事很多，但你对我造成的伤害，是无法弥补的！我不恨你，我反而要谢谢你让我变得开窍！你的好不再是我给你的借口！！我也学会了对你要有一定的保留，我对你的信任是零，现在是以后也是！至少我成功的逃脱你这个厉害的骗子，我应该为此高兴！你我的关系就只有回忆了！

希望你珍惜现在在想你的她！真的喜欢的，就不要再做骗子了！

最后一次，你的名子出现在我的部落格，‘再见咯，Sam黄文聪！’

我想说我是真的有认真的喜欢过你，不要怀疑，因为我不是骗子！

2009-02-19T02:37:00.000-08:00

I am glad that i have been successful in my driving test..
But, the JPJ is fierce! scary!

Happy Belated Valentine Day!!

2009-02-17T00:34:00.000-08:00

The most deadliest Valentine Day has just passed..
Know what, I was celebrating with a couple. Oh Gosh, I promise myself never ever be a light bulb between them again. They were coming to Labuan on Saturday, so i was responsible for bringing them around.. Frankly speaking, I was so suffered from it because i could just look at them being so sweet to each other, my jealousy came out.. I really hoped Sam could be there for me.. :'(
Apparently I am not suppose to be there.. My existence in this picture is not significant!! :(

We went to steamboat, near the seaspot.. looking at the sea, eating, grilling, eating and griling..That's all i can do.. To me it was fun at initial, but after that the feeling came out again! lonely lonely lonely Valentine Day! Sigh~ Somemore i have to suffer from the popping oil! That's torturing.. If he were there, he definitely will grill for me.. According to my experience, everytime when we are having steamboat together with frens, he is the one who stand up for the grill stuff.. All i have to do is eat, eat and eat!! hehe.. Sounds like he's my reliance, ever??

Complaint: The food which i am so not satisfied with! Sigh again!!

The best picture throughout the day. I reckon.. I looked so idle. Not going to worry about this and that..

Before i end up this post, i would like to post this.. Ping, my best friend who i first knew her from National Service with her cute cute son, Shen Shen! Seeing this picture, i recalled those sweet memories, lots lots of misses!!

Again, My apology to Ping for being unable to attend Shen Shen's birthday party.. I would like to go if the situation allowed me to do so ..

He's kawaii, isn't he??

2009-02-16T04:05:00.000-08:00

My Dream Will Come True!! Eu Kyang Kyang!!!

2009-02-10T01:47:00.000-08:00

Okay, i have to mention that i am not childish, but Powerpuff Girl is so attracting me, indeed! HAHA
I watched this cartoon show since this morning, along with my lil sista.. haha
I saw lots of bombss around the city, and then three lil girls with their distinctive structure turn up in the screen.. For the first sight, they look so vulnerable, but actually they are far more stronger than i thought.. haha
I remember the green girl is called buttercup, who can fight non stoply..
and the red girl is called blossom, sounds like a flower, it's rafflesia i think hahha!
the last one, also the cutest ones, bubble, sounds vulnerable, is the most playful ones! They all don't look alike, but they have the same capability! LOL

Okay i should stop here for not being teasing by ma frens hahhahahaha! woot woot!

Powerpuff Girls, come to save the world.. bring all those criminals back to hell!!

2009-02-10T01:15:00.000-08:00

Something pricked my throat this morning when i woke up..
Oh My God, i am having a sore throat againn.. do i ever tell ya i hate sore throat deadly..
I couldn't eat, swallow while i was having a sore throat, I have to hold back my hunger! That's so torturing.
I really have no mood to do anything even surfing net..
Surprisingly i found one interesting stuff to do, baking cheese tartss.. I am so indulge in cheese tarts since the first time i tried it, i tasted it..
The recipe seems to be so easy but, once i start to work out, that's so tough hey, making the pastry in particular, makes me feel so annoy!
Due to my patience and passion, the outcome seems to be great enough even it's my first attempt :DThey don't look appealing, but it does taste good tho.. Perhap, i might make myself some improvement next time.. The pastry was not as too thick as i thought it would be. Individually, the pastry 's suppose to be thicker than others, due to the amount of cheese i spooned into, so the pastry have to be THICK! Or else, u might wan to taste the cheese instead of the pastry. I want both.

Besides, my interest towards facebooking is getting more and more "fade away".. LOL
I realised that people who signed up for facebook are all for the sake of playing those games provided.. I am not the exception, too.. But recently, i somehow feel all those games couldn't fascinated me anymore, I refused to play 'em..?? I wonder..

I'm not gonna continue.. so, that's all for now.. hehe hehe

2009-02-07T02:03:00.000-08:00

Well i have almost all my stuffs done..
I have my driving lesson done last week, I am currently waiting for my tutor to call me up for the freaking QTI test.. It is not as difficult as i think in accordance to many many of my friends.. But who to trust with, according to my instinct, i have 50percent chance, either fail or successful.

Secondly, i have my dental check-up done today which i am so interested in.. Actually i was suppose to keep my sis accompany to the dental clinic, who knows, it ended up that both of us making an appointment :S Perhaps, i am too jobless, rotting at home, facing to TV, looking at lappie screen non stoply.. I decided to find myself one thing to do with.. that's not too bad though while i was waiting at the dental clinic, i walked around, and get my eyes on those posters sticked to the surrounding walls.. that was so fascinating me, and i was hallucinating bout me myself becoming a dentist one day with a white coat on, that really looks professional.. xeexeexee..

Okay, i have my cosmic magazine's reading done!! I am waiting for another edition to be printed out.. It's all chinese, and luckily i still can recognise all those freaking wordss.. hooray!!

I am counting down for the day i will be going back to perth, to start my uni life again, to struggle everything again.. homesick?? I hope so.. I am too eager to go bec and continue my normal life again.. I am too slacking for a while d, have to start up my study mode again.. It seemss difficult tho.. I miss my job back in perth, my itchy hands make me so uncomfortable when doing nothing extreme at home wahahahahha!

I have no idea what topic should i put for this blog.. This blog is quite random.. i post it out of boredom..

My aim: "Get my P asap!! woot woot!" "I hope i can drive back in perth! woot woot!!"

突然好想你 mayday

2009-02-03T05:03:00.000-08:00

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品
我们那麽甜那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息

2009-02-02T20:58:00.000-08:00

I am reading someone's blog idly sitting on the plastic chair which i am so comfortable with..

I am so glad that I am not the only one who will write heaps of crappy stuffs routinely..

Just realised that the person's 10 times more crappier than me!! wahahahhaha..

He doesn't look so nosy but he is.. :DDDD

He's always has a perfect demeanor, who knows, he actually could simply fart everywhere in front

of strangers.. This doesn't make any sense that he has such a good looking structure but people

seems him as someone who makes laughter around! Btw, i am not trying to humiliating this

person, on the contrary, i respect people like this.. Because of his spontaneous style like this, he's

never a hypocrit! I hope i could have such friends like that around me and perhaps, my

boyfriend.. :DD

Ouch, my stomach is so suffering from "da yi ma" since the first day "she" approached! I really

hate it so much! I admit that i can stand bruises but not such "spasm pain" like this!

The fighting spirit is coming back again!!!!

2009-02-02T04:36:00.000-08:00

Crazy Day

2009-02-01T19:26:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the craziest day ever!

Due to the boredom, we on our webcam, play the hot music "purple line", then we danced like noobsss!! With my sisters, we laughed and danced simultaneously!! I thought there must be some expert dance done by us, who knows, the laughter screwed up everything!!!! I can still remember the last time i danced was my kindergarden moment! I heard heaps of complaining about my dance steps bla bla bla.. This is not my fault hey, i was just being forced to DANCE!! hahahhaha.. I remember i was too reluctant to dance so since that day, i told myself never try to dance! I HATE DANCE!

My housemates in perth were once trying to ask me dance after drinks.. I refused to go with them coz i think my dance is really humiliating! ! Worse than Hero Jejung i reckon :PP But since yesterday, i have changed my thoughts! I squint at the lappie while the webcam was still on, i saw my dance..!! It was so incredibly nice, coz i can.... SHAKE!! wahahahahha.. hmmm.. i think i should try once one day in front of my close friends... Dancing have recently raised my interest towards it, it can burn our fat somemore! So, carb phobia, DANCE AFTER TAKING CARBBB AND FATSSS!! Women love chocolatesssss.. that's y women love to dance too! hahah I wonder what kind of theory is it!

Argh, i am so starving now.. !!! what i have to do now is EATing then DANCing! :DDD

Before eating, i have to blog that i am glad that yesterday was the first time all my family members were actually gathering together and playing cards!!! I cant believe that my dad, the quiet ones, joined us too! Hopefully there will be the next round for all of us next time! I appreciate it heaps..!!

I miss Joyce for being so kind, talk to me and introduce her friends to me! I am glad that all of them are so nice!

Che sien the black shirt with red pant ones, who admiring Hero Jejung hairstyle, so he makes his hair looks like him.. Joyce the pinkish lady who i love the most hahah, and the guy in front us, according to Joyce, he is ah lai.. He is a very good good guy too!!
Joyce and I

A Good Trip

2009-01-20T05:18:00.000-08:00

I was just just coming back from KK yesterday and that's quite a fun trip. I got to meet some funny friends. One of them was my junior in primary school, whose ambition is being a chef.. when things come out about food, i will not stop talking about it.. Chef=Food, so i have to mention being a chef is his passion.. Besides, there's another cute cute guy from Tawau, he's an interesting guy and we get to make joke with each other even he is just so new to me.. Ramen eatery was our first destination, which is suggested by "the chef".. :) I have ordered a bowl of ramen with chicken cutlets by its side.. Therese ordered the same as mine.. and "the chef" was ordering "xiu long bao" but i didnt taste it due to my fullness.. I have to state that the siu long bao is not being made in a conventional look which is somehow bigger than the conventional ones..

Besides, just to announce that i have bought the novel of Twilight in an expensive price :(( I was just reading up to chapter 3 this afternoon and have highlighted a lot of words.. I miss my dictionary which i left in perth!!! I should have bring it back with me.. That's too inconvenient since i have a lot of vocab problems while i am reading Twilight..

Apart than that, i have nothing to do now and simply scribble around her.. I will start my driving training by tomorrow and i wonder am i still possible to take the driving test before 20th?? A lot of thoughts in my head now and i am going crazy soon!! I am not in a good mood today for no reason.. I think the title for this blog doesnt make so much sense since i am complaining about some stuffs now.. Anybody can help me to think about the title??

2009-01-15T06:00:00.000-08:00

如果你不爱一个人,

请放手.

好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,

请放开自己,

好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .

但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,

有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.

女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,

我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,

我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，

你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦，

你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，

你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，

你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,

好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

Random Post

2009-01-14T23:16:00.000-08:00

According to kheng yoke's blog:

he changes his mind like women change their clothes, so damn untrustable... says:
what would someone do when she's too bored?

he changes his mind like women change their clothes, so damn untrustable... says:
haha

' ' j!nGYu ' ' says:
check out hot guys like tvxq

he changes his mind like women change their clothes, so damn untrustable... says:
shitt

This is those hot guys who we referred to. They look indeed handsome with their cool white suit on them!

Simply blogging

2009-01-14T22:19:00.000-08:00

Recently........
I am addicted to rocky songs, Akon's in particular..
LALAALA.. NANANANA... The girl is dangerous.. LALALA

and of course i am still continuing with my passion of baking my favourite carrot walnut cakes.. yummy!
And i am waiting waiting for my tutor's call!!! I am waiting for my L to come out!!! Shit! I am so worrying that i cant even have enough time for the driving test!! Who knows i am merely a nerd, just know how to drive theorically but donno how to drive practically hahaha.. My sense tells me i will be failed!

Apart from that, just finished talking with one of my best buddy, kheng yoke.. We talked a lot of crappy but that's so enough to replenish my spirit LOL.. **nh** and gyang and zebra never be the exception in our topic.. We can never stop talking about those guys.. To my surprise, Kheng Yoke misses them.. I mean as friend.. I miss them too but i miss the moment we were talking about them in 131F even more.. We would never know why on earth they are so interesting to talk about? Perhaps, their cute look?

Recently, i eat a lot as if my food will be dissapearing soon if i am too late to reach the food.. there's must be a reason for it.. Maybe i am too "jobless" at home.. :((((
Actually i have nothing to blog but still, i am blogging now! Due to my boringness..
Carrot Walnut cake

放手吧!

2009-01-11T01:01:00.000-08:00

说好的一次见面, 却被他的种种原因而取消
原本可以在一起, 却因为他的不定心而成为普通朋友
已下定决心打电话问个候, 却被那吵闹的气氛而打消了心情

这可能是命中注定我这方给的比较多吧!
而这也是我这方被伤害得比较重!

看来我和他之间真的是有缘相识,没缘相爱吧!

原来一个人的爱情真的不是旁观者可以领悟到的,只有当事者清啊!
爱并不是一加一,努力就有结局,
Feeling 真的是大完的啊! 他对她的那种感觉就像我对他的那种感觉!
放下他是多么艰难的事啊!试问他又能放得下她吗??

等待是永远等不到你要的那个答案,只会让你每天抱着那忧虑的心态去流泪!
这又何苦呢?
在爱情世界里,女人往往都是受害者!
男人掌握了女人的弱点,而男人并非我们想象中的那么痴情,我们可不知他们何时又在"跳巢"!

就拿他来说吧,和他住了一年(他是我室友),我真的不知他是一个怎样的人!
我和他之间似乎有一块镜子挡着,看得到对方,但却捉摸不到!
我永远都捉摸不到他的想法!!

我是一个不太相信男人的家伙,但是他的甜言蜜语有时真的会让我上天堂的咧~~
就因为他那不一般的温柔,向我下了毒药!

今天,我忍痛的下了很果断的决定: 我要走开,不想再呆在他的世界里!
这一年来,我可真的是很用心的喜欢着他,但他那不定心的心态却一而再,再而三的伤害我!
有时,我会在想他是否因为空虚才把我拉进他的圈子内!
当那个她在时,他却狠狠的把我抛到外面去!这可是很痛的哦!
这也只是我的猜测,他可能并不那样.. 但我只有这样想,才可以逃得出来呀! ^^

就酱吧,让他去追求那个她吧! 而我呢,当然是去追求另外的那个他吧!
拜拜咯! ^^

Should I?

2009-01-10T00:45:00.000-08:00

Should i just call him up for the sake to say hi to him?
Should i ask what happen to him recently?
Is he alright? Is he happy? Is he bored?

I'm sort of knowing what is actually happening on him?
But i am not quite sure..
Yesterday i had a bad dream..
He's crying, i talked to him..
I was panicked, all of sudden, i woke up..
And i cant sleep after that..
My heart was beating so fast and i really really hope everything will be all right!
However, this afternoon, i logged on to my facebook, i saw him reappear in the front page again..
he's reappearing after those disappearing days.. We guys don't know, don't know how is he now? We all are worrying.. But now, we relieved after read his message.. I am glad, very glad that he's happy.. although i am still not clear what's happening, the clue is he's happy, he put a smiley face behind the message, showing that he's contented with something, somehow my heart start beating again, but the feeling is totally different from last night after the dream.. i feel happy and touched this time.. i have no idea why do i touched for?? I really don't know.. Just a spontaneous response.. can't be describe barely in word, that feeling is just so special..

I am so thankful to YOU.. I am so believing in faith now, and i should keep it up, to be strong when facing all those obstacles.. Yea! the latter feeling's just like this, the feeling that u experience after u pass through all that hardships by yourself in a positive way, confidently!!

Lastly, i hope you'll be alright, take care.. ^^ ciao!!

That's so fun.. I hope i can go : (

2009-01-09T02:33:00.000-08:00

Lots of fun

Just feel like blogging today..
I was just just finishing all those funny pictures of those chinese ochestra members..
Neh, that's not about their photos which i laughed dyingly, that's because of their superb-funny photo comments..

After finishing heaps of their trip's photos, i just realised i have already lose contact with them..
All my juniors are getting more mature expecially Jannson.. He was such a cute little kid when i first knew him, but now, he's a handsome guy.. Our teacher, ah Mei, to be honest, is getting chubbier nowadays.. My seniors are all become adults, seem to get married soon wahahaha.. i saw one of my seniors that day at city mall, he's getting older like an ah pek, i am not going to mention his name at here, just for in case he was "here".. LOL

My seniors, also the genius

My juniors

They went to China is not just travelling, they have to perform in front of audiences.. I know the process will be suffered before they started their trip.. they must be training a lot, from day to night before they can go to China for the performance.. I still can remembered those suffering periods when i was in this club.. Even just a normal performance, we still have to train hard, stand hard, watch hard!! We once trained till 1 am at the midnight.. that time i was blaming myself and the teacher a lot, what for i join this club and what for ah mei wanted us to be so struggled like this.. No sleeping, or sleeping with mosquitoes on the sleeping bed with the stiff floor underneath..
Ah Mei, the teacher

But now i understand, every good thing comes after struggling.. One has to pay for their happiness.. I hope i write in a correct way :s I miss those days now, and i was regret that never go back to kian kok, never visit those cute members..

你很爱她

2009-01-09T01:06:00.000-08:00

当你决定你要离开我
我没有说甚么, 就当做你自由
有几次我都想再挽留
哭求也没有用, 就当做是是寂寞

只有我能明白她的温柔, 对你是种解脱
只想要告诉我谁是你的最爱

其实你很爱她, 对我的惩罚
说你没有想她, 是可怜我吧
我已没有藉口, 只能放手
不敢奢求你说爱我

其实你很爱她, 她很温柔吧
其实你很想她, 就说出口吧
我已不想多说, 捂住耳朵
不想再次听见你说你很爱她

MOODY!

2009-01-08T00:12:00.000-08:00

The weather so damn hot and i have to go to the practical again! iskkk~~ when i reached home, just realised my mum have sold my cracker to ppl!! i am so frustrated! that's my thing, my food, how could she just sell it to others without my consent..?!! I know that's not a big problem, and i dont need to be so angry, but that's called privacy and i need some respect as well.. that's my thing, and i don like ppl just take it without asking me.. if she just shared my crackers to others i don mind, the problem is she shouldn't just took away the whole thing without telling me and not even apologise to me!

Just a simple day~~

2009-01-06T23:55:00.000-08:00

Nothing special happens today.. Went out for the bengkel this morning.. Boohhh~~ woke up early in the morning, managing to attend for the 3hrs boring class.. The talk was about some practical stuffs like how to use your gear, stearing etc.. There was one session which we were outside to see all those engine stuffs and learned how to differentiate them.. And luckily i was being chosen out of many people to show them how to put the tyre on :S that's embarrassing coz i was not very expert in it, some mistakes occurred but i still managed to carry the tyre HAHAHA that's phewww~~

After came back from AML, first thing came into my mind was my pet society.. I admit i am so addicted to pet society somehow it becomes one part of my daily routine.. LOL Was saying hello to Kay Yang, then we chatted, that's how we started our conversation.. felt quite sad to listen about his love stuff.. i was telling mine to him as well.. As what Jenna said, he's quite a good listener and a very patient talker too.. Thanks Kay Yang for being there to listen to me.. :D

Two of my friends have already went back to perth and started their jobs.. Just received a call from my bestie that she will be coming to stay overnight at my house.. happy happy.. Err.. nothing much actually, just simply put some crappy stuffs here.. =P

p/s: Streamyx sucks!

Due to my sadness i have found something to entertain me.. that was HIM.. Gorgeous Edward~~He's hot, isn't he?

Twilight!!

2009-01-04T02:23:00.000-08:00

Arghhh!! I cant help to scream his name!! "EDWARD!! I LOVE U!!" wahaha... ehem.. was just just finishing a movie "Twilight". According to my friend, "Twilight" is actually a novel written by an author called Stephenie Meyer! Big thanks to her for being able to think about those interesting and fascinating story.. I am actually suppose to watch it while i am at kk, unfortunately, the movie no longer be played.. I was so disappoint that time.. But after i went back labuan, just realised the movie has just released at labuan cinema.. This is the benefit for being so outdated.. i think.. What really amazed me in this movie is the romance story about Edward and Bella.. Edward can be so protective to Bella even she is merely a human.. Recall a part from that movie which really fascinated me a lot is the touching scene when an antagonist was looking for Bella for the sake to kill her, Edward was just fight for her without hecistating. And and and, the scene which Edward said to Bella that she's already being a part of his life was soooo making me cry for it.. hahahaha.. Besides, when the bad vampire was alerted by Bella body smell, he manage to attack him, but he failed to do that just because of the the protection of the family vampires(Edward family).. They acted synchronisingly in order to form a barrier against the bad vampire! wow cool! i love it! Abosolutely amazing!

Apart from that, i was just just shocked by the fact that Edward's actually a senior of Harry Porter in the "Harry Porter"!! i am so not observant..!! :S Perhap, he's not the porminent ones in "Harry Porter"!! But he do look familiar to me =P

Again, there must be a second series of Twilight since Victoria, the antagonist is still alive! she will take revenge for her husband or bf or whatever i donno !! haha.. Hopefully the second series wont dissapointing me :D Twilight2, i am waiting for u!!

And i think the director of Twilight is so "brainful" haha.. apparently, he put the climax at series 2 , so that series 2 wont be so dull if compared to series 1.. To my experience, most of the time, the second series of a movie would not be as interesting as series one.. For example wu jian dao, qian ji bian, and Harry Porter and etc..

Again, i am so thankful to Wan Yee for being so kind, recommended me the storybook of Twilight! Kamshamida!! Love U!! hahahaha

Say hi to my new blog,but not going to sayonara-ing to my older blog!!

2009-01-02T08:11:00.000-08:00

Here I am again! But in a brand new blogspot which i was just signing up few hours ago... My older blog is not dead, it is just my alternative from now onwards.. There are too many crappy stuffs in my older blog, that's why i was trying to open a new account.. Another reason for this is the older blog is too messy to be read, and the readers have to use mozilla fox to open it instead of internet explorer.. that's too inconvenience to someone who havent been installing any version of mozilla fox yet..

Yea.. that's all for my first post in this brand new blog.. Hopefully i can post as many blog as i could and not being so lazy anymore.. :D *Ewww.. feel so bored to this first blog*