I have been out from home the whole day. Where to? I was heading to the new working environment. I am new to the place, an unfamiliar place which is heaps of mile away from Perth, be specific, Carlisle. I took one hour to get there. That is Midland. People at Midland mostly caucasion. When i stepped out from the train, I was shaking, I was scared, unprotected, lost! I walked straight and i tried my best to find the building where i wished to go, the place where is crowded by people. I feel protective when i am squeezing in the crowds. Because i know i am not alone. If i fall off, there are people to give me a hand. If i am being hijacked, at least some of them will make a prosecution. In contrast with Malaysia, crowded area is always dangerous. I am tired, i have been standing and walking for 8 hours. I woke up early in the morning and chanted for a safe journey along the way to Midland. I would love to express my gratitude towards GOHONZON. My internal strength and conficence was fully achieved and i felt absolutely happy today, the unexplicable feeling i have now.

After i came back from Midland, the first thing popped into my mind was dinner. I started to marinade and cooked myself and waiting for my housemate to come back and dining together. Not feeling any regretful and reluctance, in the least. I hope to keep my faith up day by day. Dont be too rush, step by step. Don't worry my friends, who are still working with their assignment restlessly, or those struggling in their studies. please dont give up, and move on. The one with vexation are more probably to success than those who doesn't care at all. So, cheers up guys! 你系得既！

Keep it up! Volunteering~~

I am so terribly addicted to be a volunteer!! Since when i am so enthusiastic in volunteering?? I have no idea about this abrupt changes of me. From what have i observed, I was a shy people LOL and I normally won't involve in an activities without my friends take part along with me. However, surprisingly, I went to FoodBank and worked as a volunteer to package plumssss for the needies and children. OMG, there are heapss of plums and their appearances tempted me! As a volunteer, i clearly understand the importance of my responsibilities.. "Doing a task without claiming any benefits from it" So my intention to eat the plums was failed. I ate them at last after the manager allowed us to eat 'em.

Yesterday when i was in my tutorial class, my tutor was asking if someone is willing to come out and become a "guinea pig" of the experiment. The experiment involved a slight electric shock around one's wrist and elbow to determine the speed conduction of one's action potential. This demonstration was makin us scare there's no one is coming out for it. Perhaps, I was too bored staying at my seat for 3 hours, and i decided to gave her a hand for the demostration. The process was fun but what i experienced was a sudden electric shock when the electrode was moved around my wrist. I felt painful sometimes. But i really had fun. 3 hours tutorial had just passed without my conscious awareness. HAHAHA.. Dang~ recess time! YAY~

你们能笑吗？

照片往往都在隐藏着一个人的本性，你是否猜得出照片里微微笑的那位，是开心着的吗？
他是为了别人而笑，而不是发自内心的笑！
照片很爱撒谎，但它却获得了好多好多人的喜爱，因为它把人类的瑕疵给遮了！

我们长大了，再也不懂得笑了。
是真是假的笑，我们怀疑。
成人的笑是难以猜测的，也许，他们笑是另有企图，
或也许他们正维护自己，也许是为了要做“英雄”？
笑，有时真的是很可怕；不笑，又惹人厌，想像成人世界有多么的复杂嘛？
我好怀念童年时侯的我啊！
开心就大大声地笑，不开心就撇嘴（不要跟你好，你走开！）嘻～
小时侯可以因一件事反复的笑不停，笑得在地上打滚，跟本不必管别人怎么看！
小孩的笑果然是最纯的，没有意义，没有企图， 没有心机，更不用考虑该不该笑！


再来，你们猜猜看，它开心吗？
别想了，笨蛋才会猜！狗狗根本不笑！！ 果然，照片是第一名大骗子！嘻～

DEAD & GONE - T.I. ft. Justin Timberlake
Ooooooo
I've been travelin on this road to long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone
Dead and gone
Ooooooo
I've been travelin on this road to long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone
Dead and gone

(T.I.)
Ever had one of dem days
U wish woulda stayd home
Run into a group of niggas
Getting they hate on
U walk by
They get wrong u reply
Then shit get blown
Way outta proportion
Way past discussion
Just u against them,
Pick one then rush em
Figure u get your hair?
That next
They don't wanna stop
There now they bussin
Now u gushin, ambulance
Rushin u to the hospital
With a bad concussion
Plus ya hit 4 times
Plus it hit ya
Spine paralyzed waist down
Now ya wheel chair bound
Nevermind that now
U lucky to be alive,
Just think it all started u
Fussin with 3 guys
Now ya pride in the way
But ya pride is the way u
Could fuck around
Get shot die anyday
Niggas die
Every day all over
Bull shit dope money dice
Game ordinary hood shit
Could this be
Cuz of hip hop music
Or did the ones
With the good sense
Not use it
Usually niggas
Don't kno what to do
When their back
Against the wall
So they just start shootin
For red or for blue
Or for blo I guess,
From Bankhead
Or from your projects
No more stress,
Now I'm straight,
Now I get it now I take
Time to think,
Before I make mistakes
Just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away.

(Chorus)

(T.I.)
I aint never been scared,
I lived through tragedy
Situation coulda been dead
Lookin back at it
Most of that shit
Didn't even have to happen
But u don't think about it
When u out there trappin
In apartments hangin
Smokin and rappin
Niggas start shit didn't
Next thing ya kno we cappin
Get locked up
Then didn't even get mad
Now think about damn
What a life I had
Most of that shit
Look back just laugh
Some shit
Still look back just sad
Maybe my homboy
Till be around
Had I not
Hit the nigga
In the mouth that time
I won that fight, I lost that war
I can still see my nigga
Walkin out that door
Whoda thought I'd never see
Philant no more
Got enough dead homies
I don't want no more
Cost a nigga his job,
Cost me more
Ida took that ass-whoopin
Now for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripe
A nigga put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there
Talk shit all night
Cuz I hit you, you sue me,
I shoot you, get locked up, who me?
No more stress, now I'm straight,
Now I get it now I take
Time to think
Before I make mistakes
Just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away.

(Chorus)

(J.T.)
I turn my head to the east
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
Swallow that pill
That they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
The new me will be alright
I turn my head to the east
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
Swallow that pill
That they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
The new me will be alright

在成人世界里，每个人都带着面具，
不像童话故事里的王子公主一样，
常常喜剧收场。
不是只要够善良够勇敢，
就会有仙女帮忙实现梦想。

其实失恋也是一种力量，
因为孤独能让人回想，
是在哪边该下车却没下，
一直到了不该到的地方而后悔莫及了。

来来去去的公车好多，
有时心想，
为何想上的公车偏偏删删来迟；
而不想搭的，却十分钟一辆。
就在时间仓卒的那一刻，选了不想搭的车。

回头望，想搭的公车正停在红绿灯的最前面
车子离想搭的公车越来越远，
越来越远。。。。

慢慢地，看不见了。。。

慢慢地，淡了。。。

他的坏！

他很神秘，很危险！

他很假惺惺！

他很怕输！

他就只会做蛋糕和做菜！

他是爱情骗子！

他很花心！

他不做工，却能花！

他喝酒！

他不注意健康！

他不blogging！

他口花花！

他是电脑王兼游戏王！

他喜欢clubbing！

他不坦白！

他鬼鬼祟祟！

他不reply别人（facebook）

他经常和我斗嘴！

他爱面子！

他不敢骂人！

他很flirt！

他这个人，就忘了吧！没什么好留恋的！

My grapes breakiee

Surprisingly to see heaps of grape varieties.. Actually there are still more... more and more....

Lists of grapes:
Yellow- Sultana
Red- Red frame grapes
Green-Seedless green grapes

As u can see, Sultana has the most ugliest look among all. But please don't underestimate them, they are the sweetest grapes (high level of fructose =p) Before i tried the sultana and red flame grapes, i thought the green ones will be the sweetest. So can u tell how sweet the sultana is? Ppl with sweet tooth will prefer sultana more, women?? ladies??

~END~

It looks definitely a slipper! A common pinky slipper! But, y it costs us 40 aussie dollarsss??

If it's not a slipper, guess what actually it is??

Anyone mind to try?

Stressieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeess!

All i can say is: "I really not interested in studying about brainssss!"
The make-student-give-up Human Physiology :S

I hate to see words!
This piggy cakie was taken by me during the hypnotic biochemistry lecture!

This is why i have been ignoring my blog for so long..
Argh~! I can't believe that i have to suffer again after Human Biology! I thought.. i thought after i pass my Human Biology, i will be so heavenly relaxing. Mana Tahu, Nutritional Physiology makes me scream! OMG OMG OMG! That's the toughest unit among all. That's the reason many nutrition student swap their course to food science! Hopefully i am not part of them!! I want to make it easy for me, don't make it seem so difficult. But, when am i going to achieve this?!! My schedule is so pack. I have my last class till 6 pm from monday to wednesday! And i have to cook after uni! I am so exhausted!!! But still, i am so despearte to find a job even my time don't really allow me to do that! :P