Saturday, February 28, 2009
Job Seeking In Perth
I lose my JOB! Can i claim it back?? I hope i can.. Such a high salary job, who else will refuse to do it?!! Only myself to be blamed. I left the job, and going back to Malaysia for about 3 months. Anne no longer want me to stay there, i feel so regret. I was searching new jobs around victoria park and none of them require new staffs! It's hard to get a good job nowadays! that's so tiring.. I really need a job to revive myself now. I need money for my own expenses and i need money for the rental and utilities! Who can help?? Just call 04-34612582 if there's a chance for me to get a job! =P
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Enlightenment..
Thanks to my dearest cousin, wee shiuan, he realises my struggle in getting over someone badly.. This is his advises for me, which enlighten me heaps.. Thanks!
"YOU must not be half-hearted. When you pursue something with a strong determination, you will have no regrets even should you fail. But if you succeed, you will achieve truly great things. Either way, your unceasing efforts will lead you to the next path you should follow."
"THE "power of practice" encompasses the strength of your daimoku and the energy with which you work for kosen-rufu - for the happiness of all people and the prosperity of society as a whole. The stronger the power of your practice for yourself and others, the more you can tap the power of the Buddha and the power of the Law of the Gohonzon."
"please seek happiness within ourselves and not from outside ok?"
"YOU must not be half-hearted. When you pursue something with a strong determination, you will have no regrets even should you fail. But if you succeed, you will achieve truly great things. Either way, your unceasing efforts will lead you to the next path you should follow."
"THE "power of practice" encompasses the strength of your daimoku and the energy with which you work for kosen-rufu - for the happiness of all people and the prosperity of society as a whole. The stronger the power of your practice for yourself and others, the more you can tap the power of the Buddha and the power of the Law of the Gohonzon."
"please seek happiness within ourselves and not from outside ok?"
Saturday, February 21, 2009
总算让我知难而退了！每一个人都一定会努力去争取自己想要的东西，但往往得到的却是一场悲伤。大多数的年轻人儿啊，都在爱情拼命奔波。得到爱的人却不会好好的珍惜，得不到的呢却一而再，再而三的欺骗自己，让自己苦苦的等待！不懂爱的人会说：'你又何苦呢?' 这句话是不可能让中毒的人复原的，只有让他们看到，听到，才会领悟！我啊，却是这样的人而我从来都没后悔喜欢过他，也没有后悔等待他。因为我知道我的心还是那么新鲜，从没尝试过在爱情上的难度，也许，他救了我，把我这颗心锻炼成坚强的心。现在的心是酸酸的，我这酸酸的心证明我终于长大了。我懂得去爱他了！长大后要做很多事，要学会坚强。哭哭啼啼的，叹声叹气的，证明你还是一个小孩子嘛！什么事都搞得一团糟。真令人不放心把重要的东西交托给你。记得人得要打好多好多的战哦，我们虽然在爱情上打败战，但不要因此而升白旗，看看前面，其他的敌人就要冲过来了，不要放弃，至少你还有赢的机会！高兴的来源多不可数，爱情敌人打败了你，但你却打败了心魔！难道这不值得高兴吗？有了爱情，却没有底；反而没有了爱情，你却有了最重要的底！那就是一颗坚强的心，有了他啊，敌人都甘拜下风啊！！
是你让我坚强的，你和她的关系让我知难而退！不！这不是意味着我在爱情场上投降。说实在的，我做对不起你的事很多，但你对我造成的伤害，是无法弥补的！我不恨你，我反而要谢谢你让我变得开窍！你的好不再是我给你的借口！！我也学会了对你要有一定的保留，我对你的信任是零，现在是以后也是！至少我成功的逃脱你这个厉害的骗子，我应该为此高兴！你我的关系就只有回忆了！
希望你珍惜现在在想你的她！真的喜欢的，就不要再做骗子了！
最后一次，你的名子出现在我的部落格，‘再见咯，Sam黄文聪！’
我想说我是真的有认真的喜欢过你，不要怀疑，因为我不是骗子！
是你让我坚强的，你和她的关系让我知难而退！不！这不是意味着我在爱情场上投降。说实在的，我做对不起你的事很多，但你对我造成的伤害，是无法弥补的！我不恨你，我反而要谢谢你让我变得开窍！你的好不再是我给你的借口！！我也学会了对你要有一定的保留，我对你的信任是零，现在是以后也是！至少我成功的逃脱你这个厉害的骗子，我应该为此高兴！你我的关系就只有回忆了！
希望你珍惜现在在想你的她！真的喜欢的，就不要再做骗子了！
最后一次，你的名子出现在我的部落格，‘再见咯，Sam黄文聪！’
我想说我是真的有认真的喜欢过你，不要怀疑，因为我不是骗子！
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Happy Belated Valentine Day!!
The most deadliest Valentine Day has just passed..
Know what, I was celebrating with a couple. Oh Gosh, I promise myself never ever be a light bulb between them again. They were coming to Labuan on Saturday, so i was responsible for bringing them around.. Frankly speaking, I was so suffered from it because i could just look at them being so sweet to each other, my jealousy came out.. I really hoped Sam could be there for me.. :'(
Apparently I am not suppose to be there.. My existence in this picture is not significant!! :(
We went to steamboat, near the seaspot.. looking at the sea, eating, grilling, eating and griling..That's all i can do.. To me it was fun at initial, but after that the feeling came out again! lonely lonely lonely Valentine Day! Sigh~ Somemore i have to suffer from the popping oil! That's torturing.. If he were there, he definitely will grill for me.. According to my experience, everytime when we are having steamboat together with frens, he is the one who stand up for the grill stuff.. All i have to do is eat, eat and eat!! hehe.. Sounds like he's my reliance, ever??
Complaint: The food which i am so not satisfied with! Sigh again!!
The best picture throughout the day. I reckon.. I looked so idle. Not going to worry about this and that..
Before i end up this post, i would like to post this.. Ping, my best friend who i first knew her from National Service with her cute cute son, Shen Shen! Seeing this picture, i recalled those sweet memories, lots lots of misses!!
Again, My apology to Ping for being unable to attend Shen Shen's birthday party.. I would like to go if the situation allowed me to do so ..
He's kawaii, isn't he??
Know what, I was celebrating with a couple. Oh Gosh, I promise myself never ever be a light bulb between them again. They were coming to Labuan on Saturday, so i was responsible for bringing them around.. Frankly speaking, I was so suffered from it because i could just look at them being so sweet to each other, my jealousy came out.. I really hoped Sam could be there for me.. :'(
Apparently I am not suppose to be there.. My existence in this picture is not significant!! :(We went to steamboat, near the seaspot.. looking at the sea, eating, grilling, eating and griling..That's all i can do.. To me it was fun at initial, but after that the feeling came out again! lonely lonely lonely Valentine Day! Sigh~ Somemore i have to suffer from the popping oil! That's torturing.. If he were there, he definitely will grill for me.. According to my experience, everytime when we are having steamboat together with frens, he is the one who stand up for the grill stuff.. All i have to do is eat, eat and eat!! hehe.. Sounds like he's my reliance, ever??
Complaint: The food which i am so not satisfied with! Sigh again!!
The best picture throughout the day. I reckon.. I looked so idle. Not going to worry about this and that.. Before i end up this post, i would like to post this.. Ping, my best friend who i first knew her from National Service with her cute cute son, Shen Shen! Seeing this picture, i recalled those sweet memories, lots lots of misses!!
Again, My apology to Ping for being unable to attend Shen Shen's birthday party.. I would like to go if the situation allowed me to do so ..
He's kawaii, isn't he??
Monday, February 16, 2009
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Okay, i have to mention that i am not childish, but Powerpuff Girl is so attracting me, indeed! HAHA
I watched this cartoon show since this morning, along with my lil sista.. haha
I saw lots of bombss around the city, and then three lil girls with their distinctive structure turn up in the screen.. For the first sight, they look so vulnerable, but actually they are far more stronger than i thought.. haha
I remember the green girl is called buttercup, who can fight non stoply..
and the red girl is called blossom, sounds like a flower, it's rafflesia i think hahha!
the last one, also the cutest ones, bubble, sounds vulnerable, is the most playful ones! They all don't look alike, but they have the same capability! LOL
Okay i should stop here for not being teasing by ma frens hahhahahaha! woot woot!
Powerpuff Girls, come to save the world.. bring all those criminals back to hell!!
I watched this cartoon show since this morning, along with my lil sista.. haha
I saw lots of bombss around the city, and then three lil girls with their distinctive structure turn up in the screen.. For the first sight, they look so vulnerable, but actually they are far more stronger than i thought.. haha
I remember the green girl is called buttercup, who can fight non stoply..
and the red girl is called blossom, sounds like a flower, it's rafflesia i think hahha!
the last one, also the cutest ones, bubble, sounds vulnerable, is the most playful ones! They all don't look alike, but they have the same capability! LOL
Okay i should stop here for not being teasing by ma frens hahhahahaha! woot woot!
Powerpuff Girls, come to save the world.. bring all those criminals back to hell!!
Something pricked my throat this morning when i woke up..
Oh My God, i am having a sore throat againn.. do i ever tell ya i hate sore throat deadly..
I couldn't eat, swallow while i was having a sore throat, I have to hold back my hunger! That's so torturing.
I really have no mood to do anything even surfing net..
Surprisingly i found one interesting stuff to do, baking cheese tartss.. I am so indulge in cheese tarts since the first time i tried it, i tasted it..
The recipe seems to be so easy but, once i start to work out, that's so tough hey, making the pastry in particular, makes me feel so annoy!
Due to my patience and passion, the outcome seems to be great enough even it's my first attempt :D
They don't look appealing, but it does taste good tho.. Perhap, i might make myself some improvement next time.. The pastry was not as too thick as i thought it would be. Individually, the pastry 's suppose to be thicker than others, due to the amount of cheese i spooned into, so the pastry have to be THICK! Or else, u might wan to taste the cheese instead of the pastry. I want both.
Besides, my interest towards facebooking is getting more and more "fade away".. LOL
I realised that people who signed up for facebook are all for the sake of playing those games provided.. I am not the exception, too.. But recently, i somehow feel all those games couldn't fascinated me anymore, I refused to play 'em..?? I wonder..
I'm not gonna continue.. so, that's all for now.. hehe hehe
Oh My God, i am having a sore throat againn.. do i ever tell ya i hate sore throat deadly..
I couldn't eat, swallow while i was having a sore throat, I have to hold back my hunger! That's so torturing.
I really have no mood to do anything even surfing net..
Surprisingly i found one interesting stuff to do, baking cheese tartss.. I am so indulge in cheese tarts since the first time i tried it, i tasted it..
The recipe seems to be so easy but, once i start to work out, that's so tough hey, making the pastry in particular, makes me feel so annoy!
Due to my patience and passion, the outcome seems to be great enough even it's my first attempt :D
They don't look appealing, but it does taste good tho.. Perhap, i might make myself some improvement next time.. The pastry was not as too thick as i thought it would be. Individually, the pastry 's suppose to be thicker than others, due to the amount of cheese i spooned into, so the pastry have to be THICK! Or else, u might wan to taste the cheese instead of the pastry. I want both.Besides, my interest towards facebooking is getting more and more "fade away".. LOL
I realised that people who signed up for facebook are all for the sake of playing those games provided.. I am not the exception, too.. But recently, i somehow feel all those games couldn't fascinated me anymore, I refused to play 'em..?? I wonder..
I'm not gonna continue.. so, that's all for now.. hehe hehe
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Well i have almost all my stuffs done..
I have my driving lesson done last week, I am currently waiting for my tutor to call me up for the freaking QTI test.. It is not as difficult as i think in accordance to many many of my friends.. But who to trust with, according to my instinct, i have 50percent chance, either fail or successful.
Secondly, i have my dental check-up done today which i am so interested in.. Actually i was suppose to keep my sis accompany to the dental clinic, who knows, it ended up that both of us making an appointment :S Perhaps, i am too jobless, rotting at home, facing to TV, looking at lappie screen non stoply.. I decided to find myself one thing to do with.. that's not too bad though while i was waiting at the dental clinic, i walked around, and get my eyes on those posters sticked to the surrounding walls.. that was so fascinating me, and i was hallucinating bout me myself becoming a dentist one day with a white coat on, that really looks professional.. xeexeexee..
Okay, i have my cosmic magazine's reading done!! I am waiting for another edition to be printed out.. It's all chinese, and luckily i still can recognise all those freaking wordss.. hooray!!
I am counting down for the day i will be going back to perth, to start my uni life again, to struggle everything again.. homesick?? I hope so.. I am too eager to go bec and continue my normal life again.. I am too slacking for a while d, have to start up my study mode again.. It seemss difficult tho.. I miss my job back in perth, my itchy hands make me so uncomfortable when doing nothing extreme at home wahahahahha!
I have no idea what topic should i put for this blog.. This blog is quite random.. i post it out of boredom..
My aim: "Get my P asap!! woot woot!" "I hope i can drive back in perth! woot woot!!"
I have my driving lesson done last week, I am currently waiting for my tutor to call me up for the freaking QTI test.. It is not as difficult as i think in accordance to many many of my friends.. But who to trust with, according to my instinct, i have 50percent chance, either fail or successful.
Secondly, i have my dental check-up done today which i am so interested in.. Actually i was suppose to keep my sis accompany to the dental clinic, who knows, it ended up that both of us making an appointment :S Perhaps, i am too jobless, rotting at home, facing to TV, looking at lappie screen non stoply.. I decided to find myself one thing to do with.. that's not too bad though while i was waiting at the dental clinic, i walked around, and get my eyes on those posters sticked to the surrounding walls.. that was so fascinating me, and i was hallucinating bout me myself becoming a dentist one day with a white coat on, that really looks professional.. xeexeexee..
Okay, i have my cosmic magazine's reading done!! I am waiting for another edition to be printed out.. It's all chinese, and luckily i still can recognise all those freaking wordss.. hooray!!
I am counting down for the day i will be going back to perth, to start my uni life again, to struggle everything again.. homesick?? I hope so.. I am too eager to go bec and continue my normal life again.. I am too slacking for a while d, have to start up my study mode again.. It seemss difficult tho.. I miss my job back in perth, my itchy hands make me so uncomfortable when doing nothing extreme at home wahahahahha!
I have no idea what topic should i put for this blog.. This blog is quite random.. i post it out of boredom..
My aim: "Get my P asap!! woot woot!" "I hope i can drive back in perth! woot woot!!"
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
突然好想你 mayday
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品
我们那麽甜 那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品
我们那麽甜 那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息
Monday, February 2, 2009
I am reading someone's blog idly sitting on the plastic chair which i am so comfortable with..
I am so glad that I am not the only one who will write heaps of crappy stuffs routinely..
Just realised that the person's 10 times more crappier than me!! wahahahhaha..
He doesn't look so nosy but he is.. :DDDD
He's always has a perfect demeanor, who knows, he actually could simply fart everywhere in front
of strangers.. This doesn't make any sense that he has such a good looking structure but people
seems him as someone who makes laughter around! Btw, i am not trying to humiliating this
person, on the contrary, i respect people like this.. Because of his spontaneous style like this, he's
never a hypocrit! I hope i could have such friends like that around me and perhaps, my
boyfriend.. :DD
Ouch, my stomach is so suffering from "da yi ma" since the first day "she" approached! I really
hate it so much! I admit that i can stand bruises but not such "spasm pain" like this!
I am so glad that I am not the only one who will write heaps of crappy stuffs routinely..
Just realised that the person's 10 times more crappier than me!! wahahahhaha..
He doesn't look so nosy but he is.. :DDDD
He's always has a perfect demeanor, who knows, he actually could simply fart everywhere in front
of strangers.. This doesn't make any sense that he has such a good looking structure but people
seems him as someone who makes laughter around! Btw, i am not trying to humiliating this
person, on the contrary, i respect people like this.. Because of his spontaneous style like this, he's
never a hypocrit! I hope i could have such friends like that around me and perhaps, my
boyfriend.. :DD
Ouch, my stomach is so suffering from "da yi ma" since the first day "she" approached! I really
hate it so much! I admit that i can stand bruises but not such "spasm pain" like this!
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Crazy Day
Yesterday was the craziest day ever!
Due to the boredom, we on our webcam, play the hot music "purple line", then we danced like noobsss!! With my sisters, we laughed and danced simultaneously!! I thought there must be some expert dance done by us, who knows, the laughter screwed up everything!!!! I can still remember the last time i danced was my kindergarden moment! I heard heaps of complaining about my dance steps bla bla bla.. This is not my fault hey, i was just being forced to DANCE!! hahahhaha.. I remember i was too reluctant to dance so since that day, i told myself never try to dance! I HATE DANCE!
My housemates in perth were once trying to ask me dance after drinks.. I refused to go with them coz i think my dance is really humiliating! ! Worse than Hero Jejung i reckon :PP But since yesterday, i have changed my thoughts! I squint at the lappie while the webcam was still on, i saw my dance..!! It was so incredibly nice, coz i can.... SHAKE!! wahahahahha.. hmmm.. i think i should try once one day in front of my close friends... Dancing have recently raised my interest towards it, it can burn our fat somemore! So, carb phobia, DANCE AFTER TAKING CARBBB AND FATSSS!! Women love chocolatesssss.. that's y women love to dance too! hahah I wonder what kind of theory is it!
Argh, i am so starving now.. !!! what i have to do now is EATing then DANCing! :DDD
Before eating, i have to blog that i am glad that yesterday was the first time all my family members were actually gathering together and playing cards!!! I cant believe that my dad, the quiet ones, joined us too! Hopefully there will be the next round for all of us next time! I appreciate it heaps..!!
I miss Joyce for being so kind, talk to me and introduce her friends to me! I am glad that all of them are so nice!
Che sien the black shirt with red pant ones, who admiring Hero Jejung hairstyle, so he makes his hair looks like him.. Joyce the pinkish lady who i love the most hahah, and the guy in front us, according to Joyce, he is ah lai.. He is a very good good guy too!! 
Joyce and I
Due to the boredom, we on our webcam, play the hot music "purple line", then we danced like noobsss!! With my sisters, we laughed and danced simultaneously!! I thought there must be some expert dance done by us, who knows, the laughter screwed up everything!!!! I can still remember the last time i danced was my kindergarden moment! I heard heaps of complaining about my dance steps bla bla bla.. This is not my fault hey, i was just being forced to DANCE!! hahahhaha.. I remember i was too reluctant to dance so since that day, i told myself never try to dance! I HATE DANCE!
My housemates in perth were once trying to ask me dance after drinks.. I refused to go with them coz i think my dance is really humiliating! ! Worse than Hero Jejung i reckon :PP But since yesterday, i have changed my thoughts! I squint at the lappie while the webcam was still on, i saw my dance..!! It was so incredibly nice, coz i can.... SHAKE!! wahahahahha.. hmmm.. i think i should try once one day in front of my close friends... Dancing have recently raised my interest towards it, it can burn our fat somemore! So, carb phobia, DANCE AFTER TAKING CARBBB AND FATSSS!! Women love chocolatesssss.. that's y women love to dance too! hahah I wonder what kind of theory is it!
Argh, i am so starving now.. !!! what i have to do now is EATing then DANCing! :DDD
Before eating, i have to blog that i am glad that yesterday was the first time all my family members were actually gathering together and playing cards!!! I cant believe that my dad, the quiet ones, joined us too! Hopefully there will be the next round for all of us next time! I appreciate it heaps..!!
I miss Joyce for being so kind, talk to me and introduce her friends to me! I am glad that all of them are so nice!
Che sien the black shirt with red pant ones, who admiring Hero Jejung hairstyle, so he makes his hair looks like him.. Joyce the pinkish lady who i love the most hahah, and the guy in front us, according to Joyce, he is ah lai.. He is a very good good guy too!! 
Joyce and I
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